The Reflecting Moon

The moon came down to see me, as I sat beside the lake,
I was distraught, struggling to soothe a lifetime of heartache,
She touched my shoulder, smiled at me, and asked me to explain,
Her reflection was so beautiful, that I simply could not refrain,
She caressed my cheek, reassuring me, that she’ll take the pain away,
And keep it deep within her glow, so that I would feel ok,
I shared my secret heartaches, and after hearing what I had to say,
She reassured me once again, that it was normal to feel this way,
‘We’ve all lost special people, whom we loved, and who loved us,
But it’s time to let them go’ she said, ‘in moonlight you can trust’.
She kissed my cheek, bid me farewell, and rose into the sky,
And I found myself alone again, but without the pain inside.
When I’m sad I look up to the sky, and see the moon, the queen of night,
And remember that she has my loved ones, safely stored within her light.

That Feeling

Sometimes I sit eyes closed and breathe, while I feel my hands shaking,

Some mornings I wake from nightmares, tear-soaked and heartbroken.

Other times, my mind wanders so far, that I worry it can’t find its way home.

Sometimes there’s confusion, chaos, and an overwhelming sensation of sound,

Other times it is deathly quiet, and I trudge through a bog of numbness, am I even alive?

Like an autumnal tree branch I yield, everyday shedding things once held dear, leaf after leaf,

I feel it all, in the sunshine and the cold dark early hours, I can be overcome with grief.

The Cry Left Unheard

I feel myself unfolding,
As if the life of which I’m holding,
Slowly slips away.

The demons that I’m fighting,
Pull their ropes forever tightening,
I’m drowning every day.

Into the depths of which I’m sinking,
Total darkness keeps me thinking,
That I’m better off this way.

I can’t pull myself back out,
From this hole from which I shout,
Those demons I cannot slay.

But nobody hears me calling,
From the depths hell to which I’m falling,
Deaf ears are my life’s dismay.

I don’t want to struggle anymore,
Under weight of others who left before,
I can’t go on this way.

So I say goodbye to you,
My descendants through and through,
I love you, is all is that I can say.