Palace of Woe

This is not a place of joy.
No lead-light windows offer comfort here.
You do not return here for such things.
This is a palace of sorrow,
Bought and paid for in grief.

It is upon me now.
I can feel it.
I see it in every movement,
Slow,
Deliberate,
Forced.

My answers grow short.
My gaze grows distant.
The world recedes.

I have no need for conversation.
Whatever you’re offering,
Holds no interest.

Your words fall upon deaf ears.
You are of no consequence here.
For this is my place.
My woe.
My mourning.

Plea to a Dark Tree Hollow

Dark tree hollow please bring to me,
Someone who’ll love me unconditionally,
Make them kind and true, please end my sorrow,
Bring me love dark portal, from within your hollow.

I have so much to offer and so much to give,
To a sweet one who’ll share in the life that I live,
From your black laden doorway, do make them appear,
And I will share with them my heart, total and sincere.

Put an end to my lonesome tumultuous life,
And help me put down this self-harming knife,
That I’ve used too long to keep myself sane,
I’ve cut wrists and thighs and cried through the pain.

I feel so alone that I can’t cope anymore,
Send me someone to love, that’s all I wish for,
I know there’s some magic within you great tree,
So please, bring me someone who needs love just like me.