Hindsight and Judgement

Two days ago
I became overwhelmed.

The cause of which
Would affect few,
My mind however,
Found it impossible.

I began that day
With my mental cup
Already full
To capacity.

Two days later,
In reflection,

I feel foolish
Small.
Angry.

Disappointed with myself
For failing
Where I once
Would have endured.

The reflecting me,
Sits now with the arrogance
Of logic,
Hindsight.
And self-judgement.

Where I should
Be showing
Compassion
Understanding
And care for myself.

This,
Is the price
Of self-loathing.