Upward

Like an explosion
I rise at rapid speed
From the darkest
Depths of the ocean.

I break the surface
A missile in human form
Facing the heavens
Arms by my sides
My fists clenched
Glowing red like heated stones.

High above the sea
I’m seen leaving a contrail
In the darkening sky.

Clouds drop away
Below me
As my velocity increases.

A distant boom echoes
As I pierce a vapour cone
And break the sound barrier.

In an instant I flash across
The stratosphere
In the blink of an eye
I pass through the mesosphere
Soon after the thermosphere.

I finally begin to slow
As I exit the exosphere
Coming to a gradual stop
At the Kármán line.

It is here that I begin to drift slowly
Through the darkness of space.

Cooling
Silent
Untouchable
At peace.

Nova Centauri: Beyond the Doors of Space

The doors closed behind him.

Not with a slam,
But with a sound so deep
It seemed to pass through the stone
And into his bones.

John Vilkas turned.

The great doors
Had disappeared into darkness,
Their enormous surfaces
Meeting with ancient precision.

And then,
Nothing.
No stars.
No distant asteroid field.

No pale reflection
Of his own visor.
Only darkness.
Complete and absolute.

The kind of darkness
That seemed older
Than space itself.

John waited.

His breathing
Echoed inside his helmet.

Slow.
Measured.
Human.

He raised his hand
And watched the faint instruments
Upon his glove.

The tether line
Stretched behind him,
Trapped within the closing doors.

He pulled.
Nothing.
Again.
Still nothing.

He released it.
There was no going back.

His eyes slowly adjusted.
Or perhaps
The darkness was simply
Allowing him to see.

Ahead of him lay
A narrow cavern.
A path,
A wound,
Descending into the asteroid.

This Lighthouse Earth

A beacon
Shining in the darkness
Of black space,

Surrounded by
Gas,
Ice,
Fire,
And dead rock.

And yet,
It shines.

This small,
Forever blue
And radiant globe,

A fragile light
Suspended in darkness,

A lighthouse
In an endless sea
Of nothing.

This is Earth.
Still turning.
Still shining.

Despite what we
Have done to her.

Within Amber’s gaze

Her eyes shine through my darkness like galaxies,
Starfields illuminating the darkest reaches of my being,
Ancient constellations stitched through wounds left unnamed,
Their silver language quieting the storms that I hide in my mind,
In Amber’s gaze, the night bends softly toward mercy,
And even the shadows seem reluctant to remain,
For where her light gathers, forgotten chambers awaken,
Dust-covered hopes stirring like embers beneath cold ash.

I have grown cold, hardened by loss and the ravages of time,
Hued from cold black granite, weather-beaten, broken but true,
A monument shaped by tempests no hand could shelter me from,
Edges worn by grief, yet refusing surrender to ruin,
The years have carved their silence deep into my bones,
Leaving echoes where warmth once lingered unafraid,
Yet beneath the stone, beneath the fractures and the frost,
Some forgotten ember in me leans still toward her distant fire.

For she is with me, and I with her, eternity will have to wait,
We dance together at the edge of the deep green ocean of sleep,
Where dreams drift like drowned stars beneath a moonless tide,
And silence folds around us like velvet curtains drawn by unseen hands,
The dark no longer hollow, but rich with whispered tenderness,
My bride’s breath is a lantern glowing faintly against endless dusk,
As though time itself pauses to watch our fragile orbit turn,
Two weathered souls suspended between ruin and becoming.

Should morning call us back with its pale and restless hands,
Still I shall carry her constellations beneath my fractured ribs,
A hidden firmament burning softly through granite and grief,
For love, once kindled in darkness, learns the language of enduring.

Andromeda Dreaming

She came to me through starlight,
Through immaculate dancing violet light,
I still see her eyes when I close mine,
I feel the warmth of her embrace,
Her heart is a great constellation of stars,
Her lifeforce shines across the galaxy,
Tonight, I will close my eyes and dream,
Of my beautiful Andromeda.



We are the cosmos

Illuminated by distant star fields,
Our minds may be terrestrially imprisoned,
But we are built for infinite possibilities,
We are the timeless,
Those born of stardust,
We are the cosmos.

We are the cosmos (2025)

Starship

Vibrating ship engines hum gently,
Sleek panels, white and shimmering,
Reflecting bright starfield bursts,
Silently slipping through an interstellar expanse,
Internally cool, all occupants are draped in white,
Large bay windows framed by great white rooms,
Where the last remnants of mankind gaze out,
Into endless black sparkling emptiness,
Wondering where they will arrive next,
This sanitised environment, clean and carefree,
Is home, the earth is but a distant memory.

The Distant Blue Cell: A Dream Sequence

A blue cubed dream cell vibrates with a deep resonating hum,

It contains nothing but an elderly man with long white hair and blue robes,

The dream cells translucent walls glow and dim in time with the hum,

The occupant slowly and continuously paces the perimeter of the room,

The bright cube is surrounded by a beautiful deep space panorama,

The dream cell rotates, powered by the occupant’s relentless trek,

With the Earth far in the distance, the rotating cell outwardly shines,

From the surface of that planet, the cube itself appears as a distant star.

Rainbows in the dark

Eyes closed, my stretched form has become at one with the couch,

Keyboards pan and echo, blending with a deep drone,

Visiting from 1979, the guitar of Steve Hillage floats through time and space,

In the darkness, the sound of shapes form, morph, and drift away,

Rainbow Dome Musick gives every colour a soundtrack,

The pitch rises and the four ever rainbow meets its crescendo,

The drone lowers, the keys swell, and new sonic doorways are unlocked,

43 minutes and 49 seconds have passed since it feels like I’ve taken a breath,

The rainbow’s drone fades out into an echo, and I’m left in silence,

I am at peace; my mind feels like it has been through a Garden of Paradise,

Cleansed, pure, and ready for sleep.

Steve Hillage – Rainbow Drone Musick (1979)

Aphelion

Existing in a brilliant white light, orbiting at perihelion, bathing in the warmth of the sun’s glow,

Basking in pure bliss, this should last forever, however, the mind drifts into deep space,

Thoughts fire like lightning bolts, sparking imagination, and conjuring forgotten memory,

Doubt appears through tainted thoughts, and erodes the perfect white edges of the mind,

The memory fragments, thoughts float away, and the last bright white vision fades to black,

Unseen hands pull from deep space, the mind drifts away, far from the sun, and into aphelion,

Icy darkness freezes thought, and the only light left is a glimmer of stars through icy shards.

 This poem was the foundation for my ambient electronic album Aphelion, which is part two of my Interstellar trilogy of albums.  I released all three albums in 2023, you can listen to the album in full on Youtube and it is also available on all music platforms.
For Reference: Aphelion, in astronomy, is the point in the orbit of a planet, comet, or other body most distant from the Sun.