Grimvael: The Serpent of Sorrows

In chambers hidden beneath remembrance,
Where old grief hangs like dust in ruined halls,
Where silence pools in the hollows of the mind,
And forgotten names drift downward like ash,
There coils Grimvael,
The sleepless serpent,
The black-mouthed keeper of sorrows,
The dream-krate of anxious souls.

No cradle bore him.
No heaven suffered him to rise.
He was born in the first trembling of memory,
When fear first looked backward,
And called itself thought.

He dwells not in flesh,
Nor cavern, or sea,
But in the labyrinth of recollection,
Among wilted childhood gardens,
Half-heard confessions,
The scent of mourning rooms,
The faces long buried beneath forgetting.

There he winds himself, endless and patient,
Through corridors of our unfinished grief.

His mouth is black as a crypt abandoned to rain,
A wound without gleam,
A silence ringed in hunger.
His venomous black tongue stirs there.
Where no serpent hiss escapes.
Only the sound of memory fraying.

Its darkness opens not outward, but inward,
As though the night itself had learned to feed.
From those jaws spill whispers stolen from sleeping men:

The words never spoken,
The apologies rotted to bone,
The dread of tomorrow,
The trembling knowledge
That joy departs unnoticed.

And his eyes, if eyes they may be called,
Sealed in ancient shadow,
for Grimvael has no need of sight.
He hunts by remembrance.
He tastes regret upon the spirit
As wolves scent blood upon the snow.
Across his body, black as drowned velvet,
the scales glisten with funeral sheen,
Obsidian pressed smooth,
By centuries of forgotten terror.

He coils in impossible spirals,
A cathedral of serpent flesh,
Each curve tightening around thought itself,
Until memory bends inward and becomes a prison.

Yet it is beneath him,
Beneath that terrible body that horror flowers.
A thousand suckers line his belly.
A thousand pale mouths,
Wet and patient as grave-lilies,
Ringed in trembling circles.
They cling, oh, how they cling.
To thoughts half-born.
To shame hidden beneath laughter.
To old wounds one swore forgotten.
To the sleepless turning of the midnight mind.

Each sucker fastens softly, almost tenderly,
Drawing from memory not blood,
But heartache.
One drinks a mother’s sorrow.
One drinks the terror of silence.
Another feeds upon a lover’s absence,
Upon letters unsent,
Upon funerals replayed behind shut eyes.
And still they hunger.
They crawl unseen through dreaming,
Pressing themselves to recollection
Until joy grows thin and grief becomes familiar.

In fevered nights they gather,
Those thousand hungry mouths,
Around the trembling chambers of thought,
Draining certainty, deepening shadows,
Teaching the soul the old language of dread.

Thus men wake unrested,
Their hearts heavy with unnamed weather,
Their minds crowded by ghosts that bear no faces.
For Grimvael has passed near.
The Sleepless Serpent remembers
what mortals bury.

He keeps the inventory of wounds.
He nests in unfinished mourning.
He winds himself through forgotten corridors
where fear drinks quietly from memory.

And when the candle dims low,
When the house falls mute,
When sleep comes thin and fractured,
You may feel him.
A pressure in the dark.
A thought returning unbidden.
A sorrow without origin.

Then know,
Beneath the trembling chambers of your mind,
Grimvael stirs, sleepless, and eternal,

his black mouth open,
his thousand suckers fastening softly,
to the fragile edges of your memory,

Feeding,
Feeding,
Feeding.

Beyond The Weeping Gate

I’ve been me so many times now,
That I am lost in the echoes of myself;
I hear them calling, hear them calling,
From beyond the weeping gate.

There the shadows kneel in silence,
Wearing masks I abandoned in softer years,
Their mouths stitched shut with old confessions,
Their eyes like drowned lanterns beneath black water.
They beckon without movement,
A congregation of former griefs,
Gathered where memory rots in black corridors,
And time hangs damp with suffering.

The house within me has grown cavernous,
Its stairways descending into impossible rooms
Where sorrow sits upright beside the fire,
A patient dust covered harbinger of grief.
It knows me by every mask I have worn,
Calls each by name in the language of mourning,
And pours black wine into trembling hands
That no longer remember which flesh is mine.

I hear them calling, hear them calling,
The selves I starved, the selves I feared,
The silent twins of all my failures,
Their fingers pale upon the rusted latch.
Beyond the weeping gate they gather,
Neither wholly dead nor wholly memory,
Waiting where the dark folds inward,
Where sorrow flowers into sullen shapes.

For doom has lived beside me always,
A patient guest seated near the fire,
Its hands folded neatly in shadow,
Its smile thin as winter beneath the skin.
It speaks not of endings but of returning,
Of circles drawn in grief and dust,
Until I no longer know if I am haunted,
Or merely wandering the ruins of myself.

The Haunted Halls Within

Torment, torment, anxiety brings such sweet sorrow,
The dim grinding of gears within a mind left dark and hollow,
I have waxed lyrical on my fears, on my oldest friend named Death,
Who lingers at my threshold, patient, cold, awaiting my final breath,
His presence is an icy murmur threaded deep through marrow’s ache,
A keeper of forgotten names and vows I failed to make,
Yet still I pace these haunted halls where fractured thoughts convene,
Among the rust and ruin of all that might have been,
For ignorance bears honeyed lips while poison stains her tongue,
And grief hums ancient hymns where youth once brightly sung,
While somewhere in the blackened hush beyond this mortal veil,
A deathly silence waits for me, with open arms forever pale.

Emptiness

The poisoned blade of emptiness breaks skin,
Even while standing amid a nameless crowd,
Where emotions contend in primordial tourney,
Like crows fighting over a bloated corpse,
And I, a husk among their fevered murmuring,
Drift unseen through the crush of borrowed faces,
A stranger even to the chambers of my own breast,
Watching my thoughts circle like carrion birds,
Pecking at old wounds hidden beneath the tongue,
While some forgotten part of me stands distant,
Coldly observing the slow unmaking within.

That which slumbers now awakens

The coal-stained silver lined clouds rumble,
Restlessly churning above a black range,
A symphony accompanied by the caw of crows,
Cemetery stones jut through mist like broken teeth,
Marking the empty husks of men and kin cowering within graves,
Screaming tree hollows drum with the sound of steady rain,
As the dried lungs of empty creek-beds breathe once more,
An intense feeling of static electricity fills the air,
As bright cobwebs of lightning flicker across the sky,
A heavy hum vibrates deep within the bowels of the land,
Something that once slumbered has awakened,
Stirring, timeless and immense with insatiable hunger,
A leviathan no longer content to remain darkly dreaming,
Once secreted away within the ocean realm of sleep,
This ancient is of the stars, of the land and sea,
A shapeless colourless world devouring entity.

Doom Absolute

I had a dream…

There is a hidden fracture in the world,
A gaping wound leaking black emptiness,
Where the infinite darkness of the void seeps in,
Slowly choking all light and love,
Soon, a great plague of sorrow will cover the land,
From raging sea to distant mountain,
Blacking out the earth into a deathly silence,

Doom.

Welcome to nowhere

For some, it becomes harder to let the light in,
The world seems full of ghosts,
Every face seen is a blur,
Every name known is forgotten,
A darkness consumes the world,
The only certainty is that scratching,
Behind an old wooden door,
That colourless place with stale icy air,
Where death resides.

Predator within

There is an unease beneath the surface,
Something unspoken lies there in waiting,
In a black hollow somewhere deep within me,
There is a discomfort when I feel it shift,
Until it resettles back into that unknown place,
I never know when that black feeling will arrive,
Secretly, it slides in cold beneath my skin,
The mask I call my face washes over pale and bleak,
When I feel that numbing icy presence, I know,
That something in my normal day has fractured,
Something dark begins to skip out of time,
Like a needle scratching across record tracks,
A personality, no longer my own, another me, takes over,
They are here with me now, cold, uncaring, menacing,
It’s unclear if that unease is a protector or predator,
But it takes me away, out of myself, into the black,
Where I am placed into a dense dark slumber,
The unease then steps forward into confrontation,
It feels like my closed eyes are still open to the void,
The wholeness of its appearance is immense,
When that darkness, that unease, that predator awakens,
All I can do is keep my eyes closed and hold the tears inside,
Until time passes, until the strangle hold slowly loosens,
And that wave passes, before breaking onto the shore,
Only then can I return to the light of the day.

Dark Machinery

In the darkness we forever sleep,
Locked within her blackened keep,
Our sleeping eyes will not see,
Locked away no longer free,
In the darkness we all fall,
Past the light a distant call,
Harvested at 3 am,
Filed away, erased by them,
Our sleeping eyes cannot see,
A future where the light can be,
No more breath now, no more plea,
We are her dark machinery.

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Queen of the Black Dawn

A short distance from the heart of the machine,
Within a black mechanical cube, she slumbers,
The Queen of the Black Dawn,
Tended to and protected,
Affixed to her mechanical throne,
She is the keeper of arcane knowledge,
Curator of a library of occult facts,
Monarch of the portal witches,
And controller of the Dream Surgeons,
Those who deliver her nightmare payload,
Into the minds of the enslaved.
She fertilises the nightmare gardens,
Growing her awful terrors for mass consumption,
Through her, all human energy is converted,
Into a black lifeblood that flows through pipes and hoses,
Invading bodies and powers this realm of shadows.
She is the receptacle for the poison that tortures,
The provider of knowledge extracted.
A sinister machine, her only purpose is agony,
The queen is answerable to only one,
That which is a part of everything,
Creator of this world,
Her own tormentor,
Bringer of oblivion,
The one beloved, Mother.

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