The Lost Lands of Dreaming

It had been many weeks
Since sleep
Had carried the dreamer
Beyond the waking world.

Reality had become
Loud.
Heavy.
Uncertain.

Yet, in the quiet hours
Before dawn,
Sleep finally deepened,
And once again
The Ocean of Dreams
Called them home.

They awoke upon the seabed.

Great dunes of pale sand
Stretched endlessly
Towards the horizon.

Seashells lay exposed,
Their songs long silenced.
Ancient shipwrecks
Rested crooked
Upon dry earth,
The ocean
Had quietly abandoned
This world.

The light house on the peninsula,
No longer shined a guiding light,
The sky hung grey and charcoal,
The dunes connected desolation,
To death.

The wildflowers lay lifeless,
Brown dry and withered,
The stench of rotting flora,
Filled the sleeper’s senses.

The willow trees hung like skeletons,
over dried thought ponds,
where the bones of dreamfish dried.

The edge of the great forest
Seemed hollow and emptied,
No longer a dividing wall,
It was now open for all to see,
As the dreamer walked within,
Every tree stood barren,
Their trunks black from burning,
Ashes covered the empty ground.

Great ribcages rose from the ash
Like broken cathedrals.
Entire packs of Devourers
Lay where they had fallen
Their hungry jaws still open,
As though death
Had caught them Mid-howl.

The mountain peak itself
Was but a grey stone.
Hanging in the landscape,
Bereft of snowy caps
And its lush forest base.
Low grey clouds crowned
It’s forgotten peak.

There was nothing here for the dreamer
No beauty remained.

The Cranes were absent
From the sky above,
Replaced by a brewing storm
That darkened the land,
And no songbirds sung.

Back standing upon the peninsula,
Looking out over the vacant sea,
The ground shook and lifted,
Rumbling as the great serpent
Grimvael began his approach.

Perhaps this was the cause,
For the grim vista
They were now unable to escape.

Grimvael breached the surface
Red eyed and hungry,
Its vast black mouth opened.

The serpent consumed
Both dream and dreamer.
Darkness fell.
Then a violent gasp.

Rain lashed the bedroom window.
Thunder rolled
Across the waking world.

The dreamer
Sat upright,
Listening.

Hoping that Grimvael
Had remained behind.

While all the time knowing
That the great serpent
Always remained within.

Somnamublist

For five consecutive nights,
They have risen.
Dressed.
Left the house.
Moving with quiet certainty,
Functioning
Like everyone else.

The city never sleeps.
Its streets remain alive,
Bathed in the cold fluorescence
Of trains,
Streetlights,
And convenience stores.

Humanity continues,
Relentless.
Insanity,
Open all hours.

Among the midnight crowds,
The Somnambulist walks unnoticed.
They board public transport.
They wait at crossings.
They wander forgotten laneways
Until dawn begins
To soften the skyline.

Nobody questions them.
Nobody suspects
That although they left their bed,
They never truly woke.

The body walks.
The dream continues.
The sleeper exists
Within two worlds at once.
The waking world.
And the dreaming one.

When the Somnambulist
Finally opens their eyes,
Morning greets them
With unfamiliar streets,
A racing heart,
And hands
Still wet with blood.

They cannot explain
The crimson stains,
Nor why a fifth broken body
Lies silently
At their feet.

Encounter

Her eyes flashed brightly in the moonlight,

A hungry stare,

White fangs

Behind hollowed mouth,

Then,

The devouring.

An Ending

At last,
The beast screamed,
Old black blood flowed,
From mouth and wound,
until its body fell still,
silent and lifeless.

They lay together.
Broken.
Silent.
Her staring eyes
Fixed upon the abyss.

The Road North

This is the final installment of The Valley of Ashes, the long journey's end. It is lengthy, and perhaps should have been a page rather than a post.  

However I wanted to offer some closure, for those readers who have been kind enough to follow the story with me.

“How long have I been here?”
The traveller whispered.

“Time, as you know it,
Does not exist within this realm,”
The deep, smooth voice replied.

The northern road
Had been difficult to travel.

Every step brought pain,
By the time the traveller
Reached the foot of the volcano,
Bare feet bled
Upon the darkened stones.

Standing beneath
The mountain’s immense shadow,
The traveller finally understood
How the Valley of Ashes
Had earned both its name
And its endless mantle of grey.

The great volcano
Spewed vast clouds of ash
Into the heavens.

The earth trembled beneath it,
Covering everything
In an oppressive greyness.

The skeletal remains
Of two enormous black trees
Stood silently
On either side
Of the summit path.

From every twisted branch
Hung an empty noose,

Ancient,
Weathered,
And worn
By countless forgotten years.

The climb was steep.
The soil of the Thunder Road
Had grown darker here.

The air carried a bitter cold,
A strange sensation
For one already dead,
When no feeling at all
Should have remained.

Ahead,
Two immense ledges
Of jagged black stone
Jutted high above
The valley floor,

Like the open jaws
Of some colossal beast,
Waiting to devour
Those who entered.

The traveller
Passed into the stone maw.

Within,
An immense being
Sat upon a throne
Forged from black volcanic rock.

Its crimson eyes
Met the traveller’s gaze.

Its broad,
Powerfully built frame
Was crowned with thick black hair.

Leaning forward,
The giant warmed itself
Beside the raging heart
Of the volcano,

Its molten fire
Visible through a vast wound
Torn into the mountainside.

The creature’s face
Appeared almost human,

Its skin
Dark ash-grey,

Its enormous beard
Black,
Long,
And flowing.

Upon its head
Rose a great pair
Of sweeping ram’s horns,
Ancient symbols
Of dominion
And power.

This was
The Master of the Ash.
Overlord of the Valley of Ashes.
The Keeper of Limbo.

“But it feels like I have been here
For ever, with no way out.”
The traveller continued.

“As I said, time is not what it seems here.”
The creature pauses.

“Regardless,
Your journey through my valley has been long,
Tell me… what remains
When everything is gone”

The traveller thinks of everything that has been lost.

Memory.
Legacy.
Identity.
Hope.
Fear.
Name.
Body.
Life.
Death.
Nothing remains.

Then, after a very long silence the traveller whispers,

“Choice.”

The Lord smiles with a nod.

Because everything else was stripped away.
But every step taken through the Valley was freely chosen.
The traveller chose to continue.
Chose compassion.
Chose curiosity.
Chose to keep walking.

Choice is the one thing,
neither the Tempest,
nor the Storm Caller,
nor the Keeper of Souls
could ever take.

The Keeper of Limbo smiled.
A slow,
Almost imperceptible smile.

The volcano rumbled softly beneath the mountain.
The traveller bowed deeply.

Without another word,
The journey appeared complete.
Turning from the great throne,
The traveller began to descend
The dark volcanic path.

The black trees stood silently,
Their empty nooses swaying gently
In the cold mountain wind.

Each step carried the traveller farther
From the summit.

Farther from the Keeper.
Farther toward the Thunder Road.
Farther toward the Five Ways,
Where the Keeper of the Path
Still waited beside the mound of skulls,
Expecting another tale
From another journey.

Then,

“Traveller.”

The voice echoed
Through the mountain.
Not loudly.
Yet it carried
To every corner of the valley.

The traveller stopped.
Slowly,
Turning once more
Toward the throne.

Something had changed.
The mighty horned figure
Was no longer seated
Beside the mountain fire.

Instead,
Upon the throne
Sat the pale,
Legless figure,
Its vast black mouth
Curving into a knowing smile.

Long black hair
Hung across its bony chest.
The ancient wooden staff
Rested across its lap.

Black smoke
Curled lazily
From the end of its pipe.

The Keeper of the Path.
The traveller stood motionless.

Understanding arrived
Without surprise.

The Tempest.
The Storm Caller.
The Keeper of Souls.
The Keeper of the Path.
The Master of the Ash.

They had never been separate beings.

Each had been
A different face
Of the same eternal keeper.

Each lesson.
Each trial.
Each question.
Given by one ancient guardian
Watching over the Valley of Ashes.

The Keeper laughed softly.

The familiar sound
Of dry leaves
Upon ancient stone.

“You understand now.”

The traveller nodded.

“I do.”

The old Keeper
Rose effortlessly,

Its frail body
Straightening as though
Age itself
Had never touched it.

“You have no further need
To walk the Thunder Road.”

The traveller looked back
Toward the winding road below.

For the first time,
It no longer called.
The endless journey
Had reached its end.

The Keeper raised
Its ancient staff.
Pointing beyond the throne,

To the narrow opening
Within the broken wall
Of the mountain.

Beyond it,
the fire licked.
The great heart
Of the volcano.

Its white-hot flames
Roared endlessly
Within the living earth.

The Keeper spoke quietly.

“One final path remains.”

The traveller looked
Into the inferno.
Its heat
Was immense.
Its flames
Consumed everything
They touched.

For a single moment,
Old instincts returned.
Fear.
Pain.
The desperate need
To survive.

Then came remembrance.

There was no life left to lose.
No body to protect.
No death still waiting.

Only choice.

The final lesson.
Many had reached this place before.
Many had turned away.
Fearing the flames.
Fearing pain.
Fearing death once more.
And in that fear,
They chose the Thunder Road again.

Forever walking.
Forever searching.
Forever believing the journey
Was not yet complete.

The traveller smiled.

Stepping calmly
To the edge
Of the blazing chasm.

Then turned.

The Keeper
Had once more
Become the mighty Lord of the Valley.

His vast horns
Silhouetted
Against the burning mountain.

His crimson eyes
Held neither judgement
Nor command.
Only quiet understanding.

The traveller bowed.
The Lord returned
The gesture.

Nothing more
Needed to be said.

The choice had already been made.
With peaceful certainty,
The traveller stepped forward.
Into the fire.

The flames rose
Around the waiting soul.
They burned.
Not with agony.
But with truth.
Not into darkness.
But into light.
Brilliant.
Pure.
Infinite.

The ash was gone.
The road was gone.
The valley was gone.
Even time itself
Passed quietly away.

Only understanding remained.
And within that understanding,

At long last,

Came peace.

Endless

Endless
The endless grey sky.
Weariness
Without end.

Endless is this journey
Between worlds.
A constant yearning
For rest.
For peace.
For somewhere
To sit awhile.

These restless feet
Walk on.
Never content.
Never still.

Endless
Is the journey
Along
The Thunder Road.

Not All Paths Lie Open

The traveller came to a sudden stop,

As the valley floor began to rumble,

And the Thunder Road
Collapsed into flattened,
Sand-like ash.

The valley groaned.

From beneath the ancient earth,
A great screaming skull
Slowly surfaced,
Its cavernous mouth forever open.

Grey ash
Poured from every hollow,
Falling like dry snow
Across the valley floor.

From behind the skull,
Long black feathered wings
Slowly unfurled,

Sweeping forward
Past the screaming face,

Like an inky black crown
Enveloping the ancient skull.

Filthy dark turquoise rags,
Emerge, blindfolding the skull,
In a binding wrap.

Then,

From the place
Where the great wings joined,

Ribs emerged.

A spine followed.

A second screaming skeleton
Forced itself into the light,
Its bones twisting
And clicking into place,
As though remembering
A shape long forgotten.

Grey vines
Burst from the earth,

Winding themselves
Around bone,
Wing
And skull.

They tightened.

They constricted.

Binding the terrible creature
To the valley floor.

From the length of the exposed spine,
Small sprigs of twisted vine
Began to grow,

Spreading slowly,

Until flesh,
Bone,
Wing
And root

Had become
A single living monument.

The traveller stood silently,

Watching the impossible guardian
Complete its ancient form.

It soon became clear

That this path
Was not yet open.

Without resistance,

The traveller turned,

Returning once more
To the Five Ways,

Knowing the road
Would one day
Call again,

When enough
Had been learned.

Spirit of the Thunder Road

The traveller had wandered
Through desolation
For unknown hours.

The barren plain gradually surrendered
To fields of volcanic stone.

With every step,
The path narrowed.

The black rock rose
Like towering walls
On either side.

Higher.
Higher still.
Until the grey sky itself
Was almost swallowed.

Stone and gravel showered the traveller.

The canyon groaned.

Then, silence.
The path ended.

A ghostly figure emerged
From the drifting mist.
A woman.
Her long pale dress
Hung in tattered folds,
Its edges dissolving
Into the swirling grey.

She stood unmoving.

Blocking the western road.

Where her face should have been,
Only black veins of smoke
Twisted through the mist.

An ancient axe rested
Across her chest.

“Who walks this road?”

Her voice echoed
As though spoken
By many mouths at once.

“I am a traveller.”
“To whom do I speak?”

The apparition remained still.

“We are many.”

An elderly man’s face
Materialised within the smoke.
Then faded.

“We are none.”

A young woman.
Gone.

“We are the Spirits
Of the Thunder Road.”

More faces emerged.

A forgotten friend.
A teacher.
A stranger glimpsed once
Long ago.

Each appeared only long enough
To be recognised.
Then the mist reclaimed them.

“Why do your faces change?”

“They are yours.”
“My memories?”
“Your attachments.”

The smoke drifted slowly.

“They shaped you.”

“They continue
To shape you.”

The traveller watched
As another face emerged.

A child.
Their own face.
Hopeful.
Untouched.
Then gone.

“Are they dead?”

“Some.”
A pause.

“Some merely belong
To another life.”

The traveller lowered their gaze.
“Why have I been brought here?”
The canyon answered
With many voices.

“Because every traveller
Mistakes Limbo
For a prison.”

“It is not.”

The words echoed
Among the stone walls.

“It is a passage.”

“And there is a way out?”

“There has always been.”

The traveller looked ahead.
“I see no road.”

“You are standing upon it.”

“I don’t understand.”

The spirit slowly raised its axe
Toward the darkness beyond.

“There is no road
Around Limbo.”
“No hidden gate.”
“No secret passage.”
“No escape.”
Only silence remained.

Then,

“The only way beyond…

…is through.”
The words settled heavily.
The traveller remembered.
The swamp.
The drowning mud.
The Hollow.
The creature.
The fear.
The acceptance.

“Then every road…”
“…is a lesson.”

The spirit finished the thought.

“You cannot outrun grief.”
“You cannot walk around fear.”
“You cannot hide from loss.”
“You pass through them.”
“And when you emerge…”

The mist shifted again.

This time
The face became
The traveller’s mother.

“…you are no longer
The one who entered.”

Then,
A brother.
Gone.

A friend.
Gone.
A lover.
Gone.
A rival.
Gone.

The traveller again.
Older.

Then,
No face at all.
Only mist.

“So every journey changes us.”
The spirit lowered the axe.
“That is why
The roads exist.”
The canyon trembled.
The mist slowly parted.

“You understand.”
“I think I do.”

“No.”
The voices softened.
“You lived it.”
For the first time,
The spirit stepped aside.

“The western road
Is open.”

The traveller continued.

The canyon narrowed once more
Before ending abruptly.

Beyond it stretched
A bottomless abyss.

Across the void
Hung an ancient rope bridge.

Its ropes sagged
Beneath impossible age.

Every weathered plank
Held a single carved symbol.

An eye.
A key.
A serpent.
A hand.
A tree.
A flame.
A broken crown.

Each worn smooth
By countless travellers before.
The traveller stepped forward.
The bridge groaned.
Each board shifted
Beneath uncertain feet.

The wind howled
Through the endless gulf.

Halfway across,
A sharp crack.
One rope snapped.
The bridge lurched violently.
Another rope failed.
Timbers splintered.
The traveller reached
For the remaining rope,
It slipped away.

Then,
Nothing.
The bridge vanished above.
The world became
Endless white mist.
No wind.
No sound.
No up.
No down.
Only falling.
Darkness gathered.
Everything disappeared.

The traveller awoke
With a violent scream.
Heart pounding.
Breath ragged.

They lay once more
Upon the Thunder Road.
Only a short distance away,
The Path Keeper waited.

“You have returned.”

“I have.”

“And what did
The western road teach?”

The traveller stood quietly.
At last they answered.

“That there is no road
Around the hardest parts of life.”
“Only through them.”

The Path Keeper smiled.

“Then the western road
Served its purpose.”

The traveller looked north.
Far beyond the drifting ash,
A great volcano
Breathed smoke
Into the colourless sky.

Without another word,
They turned,
And walked toward it.

Awaken, Rise

Awaken. Rise.
From the silence,
A deep droning horn blast echoes.

The grey sky fills with beating wings.
Chaos takes wing,
As countless ravens darken the heavens.
The Thunder Road splits and bleeds.

Ash rides upon the wind,
Concealing ancient secrets.

And a new traveller is born into purgatory.
Destined to wander.
Destined to learn.
Destined to follow forgotten roads
Through,

The Valley of Ashes.

Into The Hollow

The Valley of Ashes fills with howling wind.
Stepping from the Thunder Road,
The traveller follows a path eastward.

The sky grows darker.
The landscape becomes swamp-like.
Small islands of dead reeds
Scatter the black waters.

The path itself submerges at intervals,
And deep mud soon cakes the traveller’s feet.
Each step grows heavier.
The path becomes harder to follow.

Then, without warning,
The traveller sinks.
Head tilted back,
Face raised above the mire,
They struggle.

The cold mud squeezes the air
From their lungs.
White lights bloom
At the edges of vision.

Then darkness.
And they sink silently
Into the black swamp.
They awaken with a gasp.
The memory of drowning remains vivid.

A dim orange glow flickers nearby.
The ceiling hangs so low
They must crawl.
Mud coats the floor.
Damp walls glisten.
The smell of smoke
Draws them forward.

The tunnel widens.
A vast cavern opens before them.

At its centre,
A roaring fire burns
Within a circle of stone.

Beyond the fire,
A sleek feminine creature lays on their belly,
Nestled on a straw bed,
Its body is smooth, naked and shining,
It’s skin reflects light like white glass.

“You’ve awakened” it whispers,
The creature’s arms and feet end
In thorny vines that bury themselves in the mud,
Its head appears to be reptilian, long lizard like,
“why do you enter my realm?”
It whispers as a long grey tongue
Laps at the air briefly,
It shifts its weight to receive the answer,
Unknowingly exposing three sets of breasts,

“I’m a traveller,” the walker replies.
The creature’s pale eyes narrowed thoughtfully.
A traveller,” it whispered. “They all say that.”

Its long grey tongue flicked briefly through the smoke.
“They arrive afraid. Confused. Angry. Proud.
But always believing themselves separate from the fate that waits for all things.”


The traveller glanced toward the fire.
“What is this place?”

The creature shifted slightly, the vines rooted in the mud tightening.
“This is The Hollow.”
“Those who venture here must learn a lesson before they are permitted to continue. through the valley”
“What lesson?”


The creature smiled.
“That they will die.”

The words hung heavily in the cavern.
The traveller said nothing.
“You sank beneath the mud because all things sink eventually. Stone crumbles. Trees rot. Rivers dry. Kingdoms vanish. Flesh fails.”

The creature slowly extended one clawed hand toward the flames.
“The mud is not punishment. It is remembrance.”
The fire crackled.
“I drown travellers so they may feel the shape of their ending.”

The traveller’s stomach tightened.
“I died?”

“No.”
The creature shook its head.
“You experienced the fear of it.”
The flames reflected from its glass-like skin.

“Most spend their waking lives running from the inevitable.
They build walls around the thought.
They pretend they are exempt.”

The creature’s eyes fixed upon the traveller.
“But the road ahead cannot be walked by those who refuse to acknowledge what waits at its end.”
The traveller sat quietly.
The cavern seemed impossibly still.
“And what happens if I refuse?”
“Then you remain.”
“Forever?”
The creature smiled again.
“No.”
Its smile widened slightly.
“Nothing remains forever.”

The traveller stared into the fire.
They thought of the swamp.
The helpless sinking.
The crushing pressure.
The panic.
The certainty that everything was ending.
Then they thought of every path they had walked.

Every dream.
Every memory.
Every person they had known.
All temporary.
All precious because they would not last.

Slowly, the traveller nodded.
“I understand.”
The creature tilted its head.

“Do you?”
“I think so.”
“Then tell me.”
The traveller considered carefully.
“The path drowns travellers because death cannot be avoided.”

The creature remained silent.
“The fear comes from fighting it.”
Still the creature watched.

“The road isn’t teaching us how to die.”
The traveller looked into the flames.
“It’s teaching us how to live despite knowing we will.”
For the first time, the creature seemed pleased
The vines around its limbs loosened.
The fire burned brighter.
“Very good.”
The traveller exhaled slowly.

“So I may leave?”
“You may.”

The creature settled back upon its straw bed.
“But first, you must satisfy my curiosity.”
The traveller frowned.
“What curiosity?”
The creature’s eyes gleamed.
“I wish to know whether you truly accept your fate.”
“And how do I prove that?”

The creature smiled.
“With a kiss.”
The traveller stared.
The creature simply waited.
The cavern fell silent once more.

Finally, the traveller rose and approached.
The fire’s heat washed over them.
The creature lowered its head.
The traveller leaned forward.
And kissed it.

Instantly, the creature’s vast mouth opened impossibly wide.
Rows of pale teeth unfolded from the darkness.
Before the traveller could react, they were swallowed whole.

Darkness consumed everything.
Then motion.
The traveller slid downward through a slick tunnel filled with warm milky-white fluid.
The descent accelerated.
Faster.
Faster.
The tunnel twisted sharply.
Then vanished.
The traveller fell.

Moments later they plunged into a vast pool of the same pale liquid.
The impact drove them deep beneath the surface.
Silence surrounded them.
Weightless.
Drifting.
Then they kicked upward.
Breaking through the surface with a gasp.

As the fluid streamed from their face, something felt different.
The fear that had gripped them in the swamp was gone.
The panic had dissolved.
Only understanding remained.
The white pool faded.
The cavern disappeared.
The fire vanished.
The world dissolved.
The traveller opened their eyes.

They were lying once again upon the Thunder Road.
Grey clouds drifted overhead.
The howling wind carried ash across the landscape.
Slowly they stood.
Then turned and followed the road back to the crossroads.

The Path Keeper was waiting exactly where they had left him.
The old figure regarded the traveller silently.
“You returned.”
“I did.”
“And what did you find?”
The traveller told the tale.
Of the swamp.
The drowning mud.
The cavern.
The creature.
The lesson hidden beneath the fear.
When they finished, the Path Keeper nodded.

“Then the road served its purpose.”
The traveller looked toward the remaining paths stretching into the distance.
“What was the creature called?”
The Path Keeper smiled faintly.
“Some call her Ash-Mother.”
“Others call her the Keeper of Endings.”

He glanced toward the eastern horizon.
“But names matter little.”
The traveller nodded.
Then turned toward another road.
This one stretching westward.
Without hesitation, they stepped forward.

And continued their journey.